another fact that truly hurts me.

well, if only i could tell the whole thing that i feel...

but, it is an open-read blog, so i better keep my mouth shut.

to someone.

you know who you are.

it is true that we all have past.

i DO have one.

and so do you.

to be honest, knowing your past, which is not come out from your mouth, really hurts me.

when i knew it, it felt like i was punched over and over again.

i cried, i groaned, i moaned.

this thing has been filling my head since i started to think about you more.

im not sure about your feeling.

even though you tried to convince me, im sorry dear, deep inside my heart, there is something that makes me...gak percaya sama kamu.

but im trying to believe in you.

please help me.

coz without your help, it will be nothing.

be honest with me and everything is gonna be alright.

i love you.

(091209)