Lazy Sunday :)

It is almost near study week of my last exams on my final semester.
These days, I feel like... everything is mixed up in my head.
I've been thinking about my plan after graduation. I have applied to some companies here, in Malaysia and Singapore, but so far, there was only one interview job.
I'm pretty sure life's gonna be tougher after graduation.

I know I have lots of things I need to do and think about, but I wanna reward myself for one day off.
And I choose today.

I've been spending my late noon by looking at Grey's Anatomy Season Finale 'Flight' in Youtube and Google, hoping that I could find new spoilers for this last episode of season 8. Waiting until Friday (well, this movie is aired on Thursday night in US, so I can just download it on Friday night) just simply kills me. Been told that all the main characters are in life-threatened due to plane crash. Shoot. I'm just hoping that one character that will die in this episode is not my McDreamy a.k.a Derek Shepherd. This show is no longer worth to be waited if Shonda just kills him, for McDreamy's sake.

And when I realized no new spoiler, I moved to watching Sonia Lee's wedding video with Andy. Sonia is known in Jayesslee, with her twin sister, Janice. I looked at their wedding photos and they were all sophisticated. I could feel the magic behind all smiles, all decorations and the wedding itself. Don't blame me if I was imagining my own wedding too =P.

I was curious who was behind these all magnificent photos. It was actually Australian young pretty photographer, Jenny Sun. You can find her blog here. I was completely amazed with her blog. With her layout, with her photography, and with her writing.

There was a special section for 'Travel'. This led me into thinking, "When am I going to travel to Europe?"

Traveling to Europe has been my dream since I was kid. I am always left speechless and jaw-dropped every time I see anything, culinary, old buildings, winding street, people, arts, attractions, simply anything, related to Europe. I've been dreaming of standing in front of Eiffel, riding a gondola in Venice, praying in the Basilisk of St. Peter, getting thrown chocolate and flowers in German, watching football match in Portugal, visiting Madame Tussauds in UK, taking pictures in front of Colloseums, and bla bla bla bla.

I was born to enjoy the beauty of the world. I really really want to travel there, someday.

But then, something popped up in my head when I was looking at Jenny's wedding photography.
When is the best time to travel?

I always imagine to travel to Europe with my good friends, not with my current family or my future family. I couldn't imagine going to backpack to Europe with my mom and dad or with my husband and children.
I just could not.
I want my first experience traveling to Europe with my good friends.
Of course, since now only Sylfester, Ley, David, Topel, Lia, Erick, Jetink, and Ivan that are in my mind, I imagine I will go to Europe someday with all of them. But who knows? I once imagined going to Redang and Perhentian with my old friends from CIMP, but it turned out, I was going with my new good friends. These people I love so much.

Who knows I'm going to meet other good friends out there who will accompany me traveling? ;)

Strangers, again

This is one of the greatest, most amazing, most touching short videos i've ever watched.


just a quick review.
This video is about love relationship stages.
and i wanna review my relationship with him.


stage 1: the meeting
I met him, well, actually officially recognized him, on easter day (i think Maundy Thursday) 2009. 
dia masih cupu abis. kaya cinko. rambut coklat. kacau.
dan dulu yg ngenalin dia ke gw tuh si gibon.
dan gw sama sekali ga ada rasa apapun sama dia.
tapi emang sih. jujur, gw langsung nyambung aja sama dia.
sampe2 di gereja gw diomelin ma nenek2 gara2 ga bisa brenti ngobrol sama dia.. :)
what a memory.. :)
(oh no i couldn't find the photo! coz it was uploaded by gibon and her fb was deleted!!!! >.<)

yes, that was him with the white jacket. huahaahaha i can't stop laughing everytime i see his "look" on this photo!!!!! :D

stage 2: the chasing

secara gw sama dia start dari sahabat, jadi kita ga pernah sadar kapan kita mulai chasing satu sama lain. dan dia ga pernah ngaku kalo dia pdkt ma gw. huh. enak aja. 
pokoknya gw inget, kita mulai ada "apa2" tuh sekitar bulan oktober 2009... setelah gw putus dari pacar gw yg gila dan dia move on dari someone. and yes. that was the best part. soalnya gw belomfcukin' LDR dan semua masih smooth.. walaupun gw nebak2 terus sih sebenernya apa perasaan dia ke gw.

nah ini lagi jalan2 di genting jam 2 pagi. dia lagi sweet2nya nih. mau ngapain aja demi nyenengin gue. huheuehehehehehe... (btw, he was MUCH better than the previous pic right? ;P)

stage 3: honeymoon
well, honeymoon gw diiringi dengan tangisan. gw jadian pas ldr 3 bulan sama dia. terus pas balik malay juga cuma ketemu 2 minggu, abis itu dia pulang indo. DAN PARAHNYA STELAH ITU DIA CUMA STAY DI MALAY SELAMA 3 MINGGU BUAT PACKING. KARENA DIA BAKAL LANJUT DI NZ. fat the wack. ya berarti itungannya bukan honeymoon2 amat ya..paling2 gw merasa seneeeeeenggg banget pas kita ke malaka...

ah, jadi kangen.. :'(

stage 4: comforting zone

barusan aja gw tanya dia. "what stage are we now?" dan kita sepakat kita sedang ada di stage ini.

lagi "datar2" aja... hahaa..

ya gimana ga datar... uda ga ketemuan nyaris setaun.

beneran deh, kalo gw ga bener2 sayang sama dia, gw mgkn uda ga kuat.. :")

stage 5: tolerating

we once were in this stage. waktu itu kita masi berusaha stuck sama sumpah kita berdua, buat ga LDR. jadilah kita sering cekcok. dia mgkn masi belom terbiasa sama ldr. gw masi kebayang2 trauma gw sama cowok gw yg gila dulu. *sigh.

stage 6: downhill

ini yg paling ga enak. biasanya kita jadi ga peduli satu sama lain. gw makin sering ga enak ati. makin sering khawatir sama hal yg nggak2. makin sering nangis. 

stage 7: breakup

gue dua kali putus sama dia. dan jujur, pas gw putus sama dia. rasanya legaaaaa banget. ga ada lagi tu yg namanya khawatir2 ga jelas dan nangis2 tengah malem. tp leganya ga bertahan lama, seminggu kemudian, gw mulai kangen lagi sama dia. mulai nangis lg karena gw mesti maksa diri buat ga hubungin dia. dan gw bisa aja tiba2 teriak2 kesenengan kalo dia mulai sering nyari gw lagi..

stage 8: climbing up the hill

stage ini ga ada di short movie, tapi ada di hubungan gw ma dia. disinilah stage dimana kita mulai sadar (well, gw lah yang sadar. ga tau deh dia) kl kita ga bisa pisah. ga bisa kalo ga bareng2. dan dari stage ini, kita balik ke stage 2 dan mandek di stage 4....

:)

but im sure every couple has their own stages.

gotta go. :)

long distance love

Jacob or Edward?

haha..

gue nulis judul kaya gitu, serasa mereka berdua havin crush on me aja..

soooo..

im back, folks.

membawa suatu berita yang cukup basi buat dibaca.

yeah, right.

di saat bangku di bioskop udah mulai kosong (berhubung semua udah nonton pas premiere), gue ma anak2 baru ribut2 nonton NEW MOON.

maann!

gue gak nyangka jacob black yang termasuk cupu pas jaman TWILIGHT, jadi bener2 stunning, baby!!

i ❤ Jacob Black!!

pas jaman twilight, all eyes are only on Edward Cullen!

jacob black?

orang kayanya bakal pada nanya, "hah? jacob black? yang mana ya?"

now?

edward cullen? udah lewat jamannyaaa!

semuanya sekarang pada histeris kalo ngeliat jacob black.

apalagi pas dy shirtless..

maknyak.

saking stunningnya, nick ma anot ribut2 berhitung jumlah kotak di perut jake.

satu kejadian lucu di bioskop.

it never happens before.

pas si jake ngelepas bajunya buat ngelap luka di jidad bella, cewek2 yang duduk di kursi depan tereak2 histeris. gue ampe kaget. si anot lebih bego lagi. dy pikir ada backsound cewek2 teriak.. *geleng2 pala. "dasar autis lo not!"

dan gerombolan cewek2 yang sama teriak histeris lagi pas ending.

pas edward ngomong, "Bella, marry me.."

maan. i'll do everything to be Bella Swan.

gue jadi berpikir Bella tuh cewek paling lucky di dunia ini. haha..

tadi gue sempet terharu di bagian ending.

gue bener2 trenyuh ngeliat jake... terharuuuu bgd.

sampe meneteskan air mata!

gue kaya ngerasain gitu sakit hatinya jake..

uh.

kalo bella gak mau ma jake, jake buat gue aja deh!

*it's 2.53 am.. kayanya gue udah ngelindur.

Udah ah. stop dreaming about jake&edward.

time to sleep.

nite, folks.

very first post

hey folks!

yeah yeah. gue tau gue *super duper* telat buat bikin blog.

di saat orang2 udah ratusan kali ngepost, gue baru mulai ngeblog.

yah, tapi lebih baik dari pada gak sama sekali kan?

um.. mau cerita apa ya?

satu hal yang lagi bener2 INTO me bgd adalah... GUE BARU BEBAS DARI HELL YANG NAMANYA EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!

dibilang lega banget sih nggak.

karena gue gak yakin sama semua exams gue.

tapi mo gimana lagi eta?

nasi udah jadi dubur. gak mungkin diubah lagi jawaban2 gue kan?

so..

hal pertama yang gue lakukan setelah exam adalah nonton 2012!

for those of you who don't like extreme movie, don't watch it.

it was not entertaining at all. bikin stres.

although everything was set perfectly. the sound. the animation. the plot. the pictures. they were all amazing. but still. it was not entertaining at all.

the clock shows 1.43 am.

im supposed to pack my things (coz i'll move to lagoon view soon), but the fact is. im LAZY to pack my thing..

gotta go, fellas.

ciao.