Hari Botol Sedunia! :)

I just read this note this morning, and I am sure I miss her like hell. I miss the days I spent with her. I miss stupid stuffs I did with her. But I miss herself more. :)
This note is taken from Ribka Julia's facebook page.


HARI BERSEJARAH INI,,

TANGGAL ENAM BULAN EMPAT TAHUN DUA RIBU SEMBILAN
(06.04.09)

merupakan hari bersejarah sepanjang CIMP

berikut merupakan LIST hal-hal BO-TOL yg terjadi hanya dalam waktu

SATU HARI SAHAJA. . .

KEJADIAN 1 :
dimulai pukul 00.00 - saya dan partner beserta gibon lagi belajar CHEMISTRY d 08/03/04
saking streznyaa,,, KAMI,,, saya dan partner berbuat hal2 yg TIDAK SEWAJARNYA DILAKUKAN SAAT BELAJAR. . . seperti :
- dengerin iPod sambil teriak2 nyanyi *gak sadar range suaranya dari 1oktaf sampe 8 oktaf kaliii*
- berjoget2 ria sambil dengerin lagu west,, indo en CHINESSEE yg merupakan sbuah KEAJAIBAN kalo partner saya yg bernama NADYA KARINA dengerin lagu CAI HONG sama HUAI REN. . .
- bikin video klip *yg akan beredar secepatnya d FB*
waktu belajar pun slesai pada pukul 2.40 . . . kegilaan berakir UNTUK JAM DAN WAKTU TERSEBUT

KEJADIAN 2 :
saat malam harii,, kami baru diingatkan belum mengerjakan DRAFT CHEMISTRY yg DUE DATENYA pukul 4PM di HARI YG SAMA !
alhasil,, kami pergi lebih cepat dari biasa,, dan selama period 1 kami MENDEKAM d library NGERJAIN DRAFT. . . *anakkk rajinnnn skali kann*
SAKING SENANGNYA EN SEMANGATNYA KERJAIN DRAFT CHEMISTRY,, kami melupakan kelas KOMTEK dan alhasill,,, kami telat masuk kelas selama 10 ATO 15 MENIT *pada saat itu,, kelas sudah penuh *yg sebnarnya KEAJAIBAN!*

KEJADIAN 3 :
sehubungan belajar CHEMISTRY d malam hari,, kami melupakan SEMUA HOMEWORK subject yg lainnn
dan pada saat itu kami mempunyai HW FUNCTION sbanyak SEMBILAN NOMOR yg BERANAK PINAK
berhubung KERJA SAMA antara saya dan parter SANGAT ERATT,,, kami men-SHARE-kan homework kitaa
*g kerja dari nomer 1,, lo kerja dr nomer 9,, tar ketemu di tengah2 okk,,,, baru SALIIN!!!*
saking RAJIN-nya,, kami cuma menghabiskan waktu 40 menit buat makan en the rest,,, WE DO OUR HOMEWORK IN FRONT OF CLASSS.... *tepatny d tangga sampe ngalangin orang jalan*

KEJADIAN 4 :
di dalam kelas function,, kami baru mendapat kabar terbaruuu....
ternyata LAB CHEMISTRY HARUS DIKUMPULKAN HARI INI!!! DAN tentu sajaa KAMI BELUM MENGERJAKANNYAAA. . .
terjadilah,, kami sibuk2 ngomongin chemistry disaat guru function kami tercinta nge-review pelajaran,,,
untunglah,, kami murid teladann jadi tidak di tegur . . .*biar diliatin truz spanjang kelas. . .*
sbgai tambahann,,, pas kerjain homework,, g sibuk cariin PENSILL!!! en hal itu berlanjut sampe d KELAS,, g cariin PENSIL , mpe nanya k 4-5 orang en GAK DAPET PENSIL YG BENER!!!

KEJADIAN 5 :
setlah kelas FUNCTION *pas d klaz kita mikir SKIPP,,SKIPP,,SKIPP KLAZ FUNCTION!! hahaha* kita langsung FREE RUNNING LEBIH CEPAT DARI BIASANYAA buat ngejer kelas CHEMISTRY en kerjain LAB YG BELOM BERES EN JELAS CERITANYA GIMANA. . ..

*sampai saat inii,, SETIAP HOMEWORK YG KITA KERJAKAN DENGAN SUSAH PAYAHHH,,, GAK ADA YG DIPERIKSAA!!! BENAR2 USAHA YG SIAA2!!!!*

KEJADIAN 6 :
abis kelas chemistry,,,, kami melaju k comlab buat nerusin DRAFT yg uda DI UJUNG TANDUK DUE DATENYA ... setelah ber-BLA-BLA-BLA-BLA-BLA-BLA sejenak d depan WORD,, akirnya beres sudahlah DRAFTNYAAA!!! YESSS!!! tapi, perjuangan kami belum berakir sampai di siniii. . .

KEJADIAN 7 :
selesai draft,, kami melaju k LECTURE THEATRE 7 yg super dingin!!!!! buat TEST CHEMISTTRY chapter 5 en 6. . . saking strezny belajar semalamann,, kami NYANYI2 LAGU GAK JELAS di saat yg lain sedang BELAJAR hahhahaa . . .
semua mata tertuju kepada kami,, yg memang diakui NYATAIII SKALII!!!

KEJADIAN 8 :
terjadi di TENGAH2 TEST,, di saat HAPE SAYA YG TERLALU SENANG MEMBANGUNKAN SAYA PAGI2,, BERBUNYII!!! ALARM G MASI NYALAAA ! ! !! TANPA DISADARII
pas pertama denger dikirain suara apaann,, egh makin lama makin kenceng,, dan itu ADALAH BUNYI ALARM G!!! sudah jelaslah MALU BANGET!! NTU TEST DR PERIOD 1 SAMPE 5 !!!
SAKING MALUNYA,, MATA SAYA HANYA TERTUJU KEPADA GURU TERCINTA SAHAJA,,,
*ada yg blang,, orang2 depan sampe balik k blkg liat keributan yg disebabkan oleh HAPE SAYA YG SEMANGAT BANGUNIN G PAGI2!!! ITU SORE2 WOIII BUKAN PAGIII!!!*

KEJADIAN 9 :
SETELAH MASA2 SULIT BERLALUU,,, tibalah saatnya kamii beserta gibon ME-RELAKS-KAN DIRII!!!
kami pergi k PYRAMIDD en nonton FAST EN FURIOUS 4 yg KEREEEENNN ABISSS
CUMA DASAR,, ad orang yg anehh. . .
disaat2 MENEGANGKAN,, egh,, ntu ORANG malah TIDURR!!! ==a

BENAR2 ANEHH. . . .

demikianlah rangkuman hari bersejarah d CIMP

dimana semua kejadian BO-TOL (baca : BOdoh dan TOLol) terjadii SEMUANYA DALAM SATU HARI!!!

TERIMA KASIH ATAS WAKTUNY MEMBACA NOTES YG BO-TOL iniii

hahahahha

P.S : PARTNER!!! MARI KITA KACAUKAN HARI-HARI KITA LAGI D CIMP!!!!

short movie yeaay!

Heyhoo!
Time shows 1.27 am in the morning, and I still do not feel like sleeping.
Too much sleeping I think. Coz I'm catching a cold and I was sleeping all day, resulting in no sleepiness at night.
So yeah, I decided to blog.

Quick update about my daily routines.
As you all know, I am always busy with my assignments. But there is this little thing that cheers me up.
Well, it is not that little since it will involve much time and energy to do it.
I AM MAKING A SHORT MOVIE!
I am freakishly exciting!!
I planned to make one right after I finished making "ESCAPE" (You can watch here), but (this is one of my weaknesses) I don't have the "mood" to make one, until I talked to one of my friends, Sylfester, and yes, we'll make one. :)

I am still doing the script and Sylfester is checking on the places.
And on Lebaran holiday, Sylfester, Stella, Ley, Gibon, and me will hold a casting for the lead male and lead female characters. :)
I hope everything will be alright. :)

Actually I plan to write something in my head, but the mood suddenly disappears.
But, just so you know, I am thinking about you right now, N.
Thank you for once being in my life.

Analogy of God and me

I once asked God.

"When is my turn to be happy?"

I had waited for such a long time. but then, I lost my patience.

I got angry to God. I stopped praying. I ignored God completely because I thought He never existed. Even if He existed, He was just there, sitting and staring at me from heaven, and doing nothing.

But it turns out I am the one who is impatient.

I asked God too much, without even trying to be happy.

I whined to much. I was not grateful for all that I had.

I recently had a problem, which you all can guess.

At first, I was very disappointed to God. Why should He put me in the situation like this?

Why should be me?

Why couldn't He give me what I want?

But then, when I surrendered everything to God. I let Him do whatever He thought the best for me... 

I changed my perspective of God and life.

I imagine a simple scenario that depicts the relationship of God and me.

In my imagination, I am about to learn how to ride a bike. He lets me fall. He lets me be hurt. But I get angry to Him. "Why do You let me fall? Why don't you catch me so I don't need to be injured like this? It hurts the hell out of me! You see how much blood coming from my knees?" and somehow I stop trying.

But something that I do not realize is, God is always following me from behind. He lets me fall because He wants me to be able to handle yourself when you fall from the bike and he wants me to be able to ride the bike. He knows that the wound won't kill me, so He lets it happen. But still, God is watching me from behind, watch over me, so when I fall, He is there to help me out, to get up, and to heal my wound sooooo fast. I know he won't let me be injured so bad, like breaking my leg or something.

And when I am able to ride the bike, I will smile and turn my head back and say "THANK YOU GOD. I CAN RIDE THIS BIKE!"

And the next couple days, He will come and bring you a motorcycle. and the cycle will happen again.

So... what I am trying to tell you is, when you feel God is not with you, look up. He is there, writing your stories and also watching out from above. 

What am I feeling now after the breakup (well, finally I reveal my problem)?

I am relieved.

I am happy.

And I believe this is the happiness I asked from God. 

I might not be together with him anymore.

I lost one best boyfriend who always accompanied me, helped me, etc etc.

But this is the happiness I am always looking for.

Thank you God.

I love you so much much much much. :)

HEY this is me!

*cleaning out the dust*
*sneezing badly*

Well, folks. If my blog was a room, I supposed there would be so much dust and many spiders in it.
Coz yeah, I rarely update this blog. :)

Quick update.
I am now a fifth-semester student in Monash Uni.
Quite free for these weeks. But pretty sure I'm gonna be like a busy bee for following weeks. :)

And in this post, I wanna do something stupid. I got these questions from my tumblr : www.nadyakarina.tumblr.com :)
Check these out!

Weird things you do when you're alone
Dancing like crazy. like I'm in a club.

How have you changed in the past two years?
I've become stronger, mentally and physically. I've become more independent. But I've lost much trust to people.

What kind of person attracts you?
Friendly. Talkative. Easy going. Responsible. Smart.

What you wear to bed?
Daster. (some kind of dress of pajamas)

5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex
Opposite sex: smoking. stinky. long hair. can't drive. "gombal".
Same sex: smoking. bitchy. arrogant. disloyal.

The person you like and why you like them?
You sure? It's like I'm gonna mention all my best friends. and this is gonna take loads of words to describe the reason why I like them.

You opinion on cheating on people
I did cheat once. But the thing is, nobody likes to be cheated on, right? If I am cheated on? I'm gonna take a revenge, of course.

Something you're currently worrying about
To be honest, I am worried that I am not gonna marry anybody. I am worried I am gonna be single forever. *sigh.

Your last kiss?
July 17th, 2010.

Your views on drugs and alcohol
Alcohol yes. Drugs BIG NO.

Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is
SINGLE IS GOOD. especially when you still have someone that puts attention to you. :)

Things you want to say to your ex?
Thank you for coloring my life back then. My life would be sooooooo flat without you. :)

A date you would love to go on?
Well since i love traveling so much, I prefer a trip-date, meaning we (two of us) go somewhere like Genting or Cameron Highlands together. :)

Something disgusting you do
I poo everywhere, like in every place, I've ever pooed. Of course in the toilet, not in the highway or in the table.

The best thing to happen to you this week
Uuumm... I think this Thursday. I got no class, so I spent the day with watching The Mentalist, creambath-in, luluran-ing, and doing my lab reports. and oh yeah, I went to practice choir too. :)

3 things you are proud of about your personality
Friendly. Loyal. Warm.

THings that make you scared
FLYING ON THE AIRPLANE. animals. to be forgotten. to be left out.

Disrespecting parents
Well, I used to be disrespecting my parents back when I was a pre-teenager. But I'm trying not to do that anymore.

Something that never fails to make you feel better
When I am in bad mood, I usually eat indomie and talk to my girl friends, and eventually I feel better.

The last argument you had
I forget.

Something you can't seem to get over
My first ex.

10 things about you people don't really expect
Well I am quite easy to predict. But people do not know that:
I like horror movie. I eat indomie more often than people think. I still stalk my first ex's fb (using one of my friend's account). I was once expelled from my home. I dislike one of my current friends. What else huh?

Something you always think "what if..." about
I used to think "what if I have not gone to Malaysia, me and my first ex would have never broken up" and "what if my second ex has not gone to NZ, me and my second ex would have never broken up".
Well, I'm pretty satisfied with my life, except for my love relationship.

Things you want to say to 5 different people
Casey: Let's befriend again! I am tired having a cold war with you.
Nicky: I miss you babe. :(
Lia: You are my little angel. Thanks for always being here when I need you the most.
Mum: I miss you miss you miss youuuuuuu.
Dad: YOU ARE THE BEST DAD. KEEP FIGHTING OVER THOSE DICKHEADS!!!!!!!!!

10 ways to win your heart
*well this is a little bit materialistic, i know. but hey I'm just trying to be honest!*
1. show that you are interested with me.
2. prioritize me over others (especially other girls)
3. accompany me all the time.
4. be responsible with your own life. how could you be responsible with me if you can't take responsibility over yourself?
5. be smart. i don't like guys who are lazy to go to school or work.
6. show me that you can drive! hahahaha.
7. be tidy. have a hair cut. don't smoke.
8. be strong and manly.
9.well, i likely to be attracted to a photographer. but you don't have to be one actually.
10. you have to be taller than me. :)

Your religious beliefs
I believe in Jesus.

Talk about your siblings.
My brother is THE BEST. I love him like VERY MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH. We are like couple. We like to sleep together, play games, heart-to-heart, like everything! We never fight, at all. If we argue about something, we just need less than 1 hour to "baikan". Last time we fought i think couple years ago.

The month you were happiest this year and why
um.. July? Coz I broke up with my ex (oh how I love the feeling of relief), I spent days with my family. and even when I was back to Malaysia, my friends were here waiting for me. and no assignments assigned yet. :)

A picture of yourself.

What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month
What changed? umm. i don't think something has changed much. But I do hope I will get closer to someone next month!