Bye Monash! :)

SO MUCH TO WRITE!

I cheated on this blog with my travel blog recently. Hahaha. Sorry, bro.
It feels like when I am about to write here, all the deep thoughts are just coming out from my head.
However, what I needed in the couple last days was happy thoughts.
So, sorry. I am now back to this blog.

Anyway, the biggest news is TODAY IS MY LAST DAY OF EXAMINATION IN BACHELOR DEGREE.
For God's sake. Akhirnya gue sampe juga di titik ini. Di titik dimana lu jadi semi-pengangguran. Kenapa pengangguran? Karena gue belom dapet official result gue. Masih ada kemungkinan ngulang next sem (choi-choi-choi *ketok kayu*), walaupun kemungkinannya kecil. Amen.

Temen-temen gue yang lain kaya Jetink, Lia, Ley, Ivan ma Richard udah kelar beberapa hari sebelom gue. Dan begitu gue tanya mereka gimana rasanya setelah ngerjain exam terakhir, katanya... rasanya beda.
It was a different freedom that they felt. I could not feel it till I experienced it myself.
Tapi, begitu keluar dari exam hall, all I felt was... disappointment. Subject terakhir gue adalah Food Microbiology. Dibilang susah, ya susah. Soalnya mesti ngapalin nama-nama microorganisms dan spoilage on food dan food borne illness. Muter-muter dan mejret. But I studied and memorized them, with all brain capacity that I had. But, it turned out, soalnya beda banget dari yang gue bayangin. Bisa sih, tapi nggak gitu yakin dan I'm pretty sure I won't score high in this subject. Padahal gue aim minimal D. Tapi pupus sudah harapan gue. :(

Dan, pas gue sampe rumah, David (remember my good friend), bbm gue dan ngabarin kalau nanti jam 12 ini dia bakal off to London buat ambil master dia. Rasanya, campur aduk. Gue berasa waktu jalan tu udah kaya  Speedy Gonzales (inget kan tokoh mini toons yang larinya kaya flash?). Rasanya gue belom sempet napas dan menikmati hari-hari gue sama temen-temen gue, tiba-tiba aja gue udah harus pisah.

To be honest, I am having a hard time now.

Gue kelar ujian tanggal 19, dan bakal berangkat ke Tioman tanggal 22 malem. Jadi practically gue cuma dua setengah hari buat farewell sama temen-temen science gue (Sandra, Elvis, Willy, Novita, Nukke), Gibon, Richard, Evelyn, Kris, Velia dan entah siapa lagi. Karena tanggal 26, most of them udah ciao semua.

Shoot.

Perpisahan nggak pernah enak yah?

Dan gue dari kemaren udah ngebayangin gimana sedihnya pisah sama mereka. Mereka yang tiap hari nemenin gue, bikin gue ngakak, ngehibur gue kalo lagi sedih, ato simply be there for me, harus mau nggak mau melangkahkan kaki dari hidup gue.

Tau sih, kita harus keluar dari comfort zone supaya lebih mature lagi. Tapi berat cuy.

Ah, udah lah. nggak ada gunanya galau-galau juga kan? Just enjoy my time with them :)

Here is a short movie about my university, Monash University :)

Thank you guys

Gue tiba-tiba ngerasa takut.
Takut buat lulus Monash.
Padahal, sepanjang gue kuliah di Monash, 80% harapan gue adalah cepet-cepet lulus dari Monash.
Because you will never imagine my hell life in Monash.
Tapi, begitu waktu bergerak dengan cepetnya, tanpa ampun, menuju akhir dari waktu kuliah gue di Monash, suddenly I am scared.
Scared of getting out from my comfort zone.

Gue nggak pernah khawatir sama "perjalanan" gue setelah lulus Bachelor dari Monash.
It is either taking master or getting a job.
It is either one of them.
If I have the chance taking master degree, I will definitely take dietetics or human nutrition or psychology or marketing.
If I have to get a job, I believe I will get one.
Why am I never afraid of choosing one of them? It is because I believe God will lead me. I won't walk alone.
But, when it comes to getting out from comfort zone, it's only me and myself left.

I really thank God for giving me such... amazing last year.
To be honest, after what I've been through, I do not expect having unforgettable last year, like this.
I once read a quote.
"Sometimes we need to let something good fall apart so something better fall together"
Quote ini sangat sangat menggambarkan diri gue yang sekarang.
It took away my pride, my fragile heart, and part of myself to let good things fall apart.
But look what I've gained after letting good things fall apart. Happiness. Good friends. Adventure. Experience. Laugh. Trust. Unforgettable memories. More good pictures. and one important thing, new comfort zone.

I really want to thank my friends who have made my days.
Because of them, my gloomy days turn to smiley days.
My tears are shed, my worries are gone.

Thank you, Angela Nathalia, Alvianie Jessyca Sutikno, Sherley Kuncoro, Sylfester Arian Gunawan, Ivan Reynard, David Nugraha Santosa, Christofel Wong, Stella Amanda, Margaret Churchill, Yohan Marselinus, Richard Jerry, Kenneth Cheang, Kristoforus Rusli, Katarina Siena, Sylvia Lautan,  and my twin sister, Ribka Julia. 
(For those whom I don't mention here: it's not like you don't mean much to me, but I just want to be honest with myself. I am sorry if I don't mention you intentionally or unintentionally.)

very first post

hey folks!

yeah yeah. gue tau gue *super duper* telat buat bikin blog.

di saat orang2 udah ratusan kali ngepost, gue baru mulai ngeblog.

yah, tapi lebih baik dari pada gak sama sekali kan?

um.. mau cerita apa ya?

satu hal yang lagi bener2 INTO me bgd adalah... GUE BARU BEBAS DARI HELL YANG NAMANYA EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!

dibilang lega banget sih nggak.

karena gue gak yakin sama semua exams gue.

tapi mo gimana lagi eta?

nasi udah jadi dubur. gak mungkin diubah lagi jawaban2 gue kan?

so..

hal pertama yang gue lakukan setelah exam adalah nonton 2012!

for those of you who don't like extreme movie, don't watch it.

it was not entertaining at all. bikin stres.

although everything was set perfectly. the sound. the animation. the plot. the pictures. they were all amazing. but still. it was not entertaining at all.

the clock shows 1.43 am.

im supposed to pack my things (coz i'll move to lagoon view soon), but the fact is. im LAZY to pack my thing..

gotta go, fellas.

ciao.