decision!

HELL YEAH.
i just made one of the biggest decision in my life.
well, this decision should have been taken months ago but i just did not have courage to do that, anyway.
*besides, actually i was forced to take this decision.

so far, it went well.
no great wound occurred.
no complication either.
it went well.
but i don't know what's gonna happen once i'll be back to Malaysia.
is the wound really disappeared.
or is it just closed temporarily by a bandage?
i hope there's no severe wound anyway.
i am sick of this.
i wanna live normally!
i don't wanna live with this illness!

well, my family helps me so much to go through this illness.
my bestfriends too.
they ARE freakishly amazing!
who predicts i could be healed this fast?
even, nobody realizes it, don't they?
nobody realizes coz i hide it well.
hahaha. because i am a good actress.
i should win an award. really. :)
but one person i should give thanks the most is my GOD.
Jesus is the one who lifts up my burdens, covers my wound, and heals my illness!

i really wanna live normally, like the others do.
because i feel like i'm crap. i'm a little weak girl who can do nothing.
:(